Of course I sounded calm. That's--that's just what happens past a certain threshold. It's not an indication of what I'm feeling. Do you want me to be upset? Cry? Break down? I can't do that. It doesn't help anyone, and I've done that more than enough in my life already.

We know that Blossom has at least some of the information we need. We still know that. She could give us a crumb of it and it would be something for us to work with. But she chooses not to even when it costs her nothing and would mean everything for us. I'm allowed to be mad about that. It doesn't make the stupid things that I said less stupid, but--I'm still mad about that. Being pissed off at Blossom doesn't mean that I've been insincere to everyone else this whole time.