Yeah. He's run into a lot of trouble in the past, and I don't want him to feel like he can't come to us for help just because his collar is a different color, you know? But he didn't even tell us when it happened. It feels like he's putting a distance between us.
I hope that's all it is. When Teleute ran her ritual, Perci's anger self was worried that none of us would like him anymore if his collar changed. I tried to tell him that obviously wasn't true since I started as a Weed, and I don't think anyone's said anything to give him that impression, but I don't know if it got through to him.
If he just wants some independence it's not bad. As long as he knows we're still here for him.
[ Well. Choosing his words carefully so he's not doxxing romance drama but still nailing the spirit of the issue ]
... He's taking it all pretty hard. He was blaming himself entirely for it happening, and I dunno how successful I was at convincing him that's nonsense.
He'd probably be happy if we sat in the library all day and read. Hmm...we could try a movie too. It's not perfectly quiet, but there are lots of period romances that are popular!
I'd feel bad taking up a community space like that. People do use the library.
...This is probably excessive, but...I did want to quest for a personal library for Lily. Just because the library doesn't have a lot of books from my world, or Charon's.
[gives a sigh of relief. okay, it's a reasonable thing to do, good to know!!]
I'm hoping to keep it a secret from Lily until it's done, but I have to talk to Blossom to see what kind of secret quest I can get first. It might not even be possible. If it is, I'll be relying on your help.
Be careful. I'm going to take advantage of your willingness to help if you put it like that. We need to wait for a while anyways. Blossom is, uh. Busy.
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... About him being on his own?
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Maybe it's something he needs to do to prove his independence to himself.
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If he just wants some independence it's not bad. As long as he knows we're still here for him.
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But, you're right. I'm sure he knows and I'm worrying over nothing.
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[he shifts from 'worried' to 'high alert']
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... He's taking it all pretty hard. He was blaming himself entirely for it happening, and I dunno how successful I was at convincing him that's nonsense.
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He has to come to the conclusion himself, in the end. But he can at least hear it from multiple people.
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When I asked before, he said he mostly wants quiet and good company.
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Unless we just took over the library . . .
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...This is probably excessive, but...I did want to quest for a personal library for Lily. Just because the library doesn't have a lot of books from my world, or Charon's.
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I dunno if I'll be able to help, but if I can, I'll do whatever you need.
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I'm hoping to keep it a secret from Lily until it's done, but I have to talk to Blossom to see what kind of secret quest I can get first. It might not even be possible. If it is, I'll be relying on your help.
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[ Wouldn't it be funny if the ritual started like right now ]
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