mykidisthebest | SPECIAL DISASTER OVERFLOW POST

Then what do ya keep runnin' away for?

That's exactly why.

[oh shit wait if he's into it does that mean it won't compel him to reveal more of his true self]

[JEOPARDY MUSIC PLAYING]

[JEOPARDY MUSIC PLAYING CON'T]

[snaps one of the handcuffs onto Yue's wrist]

I gotta tie ya up for science.

[gasps softly]

No...

[holds up the other end of the handcuffs, threatening]

Ya still have the chance to tell me everythin'.

[oh no he's hot]

T-Tell you what everything?!

[catches that look on Yue's face and

pushes him down onto the bed and holds him there, one hand on the cuffs and the other splayed wide on his chest to keep him from getting up. he can use this to his advantage (what advantage) (he doesn't know)]

Maybe I didn't make myself clear enough, so let's start over.

I like ya. I like ya when yer bright and smilin', when yer sulkin', when yer mad, when yer worried, when yer tryin' not to think about yer kinks, when yer upset, and I even like ya when yer infuriatin'ly frontin' with me.

But more and more when I look at ya, I feel like yer bottlin' yerself up into somethin' small. Ya said ya curate things to be separate and uncomplicated. Even if yer content with that, I ain't. I want ya to be the messiest ya can be with me. Nothin' ya say or do is gonna change how I feel about ya, so just be straight with me, ya hear? It's fine even if it makes things complicated or I get mad. That's just life! Don't half ass the life ya got. Not with me or anyone else. But if that's too hard, then at least don't "curate" yerself with me.

[he's pushed onto the bed and as Lea climbs on top of him all he can think is "thank god I put on my pants again". that stupid thought, however, is quickly derailed as he starts listening to Lea. he's tense under him, but doesn't actually try to get away or push him off. he can feel his heart beating faster and faster in his chest the more Lea talks, but to his credit, he manages to keep his breathing, and expression mostly even. the only thing that gives away how anxious he is, is his middle finger absently tapping against his own palm.

his gaze is fixed on Lea's face throughout, though not quite looking him in the eye. eventually, it drifts towards an indistinct spot in the ceiling. he remains quiet for a bit. thoughtful, carefully choosing his words.]

... I don't want to make a mess ever again. I... [sighs]

Realistically I know that's impossible. And that I've already messed a lot of things up while on this boat. But if I can try, if I can do anything at all possible to prevent that from happening... then I'm going to keep at it.

... It's not that I'm not listening to you. I am, and I understand what you're saying, but...

[purses his lips]

I'm scared.

[his voice breaks a little at the end and he immediately presses his lips closed again, shutting his eyes tightly]

...

[releases his grip on the handcuffs]

I want to say ya don't have to be scared. But it's just human nature. Showin' bits of yerself to other people is scary.

I'd show ya somethin' in exchange, to make it fair. The problem is I ain't got a clue what makes that kind of trade fair.

[he swallows hard and shakes his head, but keeps his eyes closed.]

It's not just... about you, us.

It's everything.

[a sad chuckle]

[lets a long exhale out, the kind of sound a man makes when he's tired down to his bones. he flops down half on top of Yue and hugs him]

Yeah. I feel ya on that. I'd be a hypocrite to push ya on it. But I don't like things stayin' how they are, either.

[he lets out a small oof as Lea flops on top of him and hesitates for a couple of seconds before returning the hug, burrowing into it a little]

You are kind of a hypocrite, though.

[muffled, teasing lightly]

I don't mind bein' a hypocrite if it means we're both a little more open with each other.

[abandons his side of the hug briefly to shift under Lea and

reach for the other cuff to snap it onto Lea's wrist.]

--?!

[looks down at their wrists, FULLY befuddled]

What was that for?

... Baby steps, right?

[wraps his free arm back around Lea]

...Yeah, okay.

If yer plannin' on keepin' us locked together like this then yer gonna have to help me put my pants back on though.

[he's still in just a towel]

... Hmm.

[hooks both of his legs behind Lea's back to keep him in place, just completely indecently (but at least he has pants on)]

No.

You--!

[huffs, annoyed, and makes zero attempt to move]

Yue's secret fetish is that he wants me tied up and naked, huh. That ain't the big secret ya think it is! I know I look great. Anybody would be lucky to get me naked.

[

runs finger up Lea's spine, all the way to the nap of his neck. lowering his tone]

True, but not quite.

Also, I have a lot of those.

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